Bye Bye Tantrums

efore he was able to communicate his needs appropriately, Raiyan was infamous for his extremely loud cries. One of my girlfriends also commented how his loud voice was so unique and how it seemed to have different layers and facets too it (like a soprano layer, a bass layer, a tenor layer and a baritone layer if you care to imagine!). It was so loud that we always gave in to his needs as we just couldn’t find a way to make him quite down otherwise. If we happen to be outside and in public the only solution was to just carry him and whisk him back to the car.

Apart from the pain of having to tolerate the volume of his screams, it was far more distressing to feel helpless and not know exactly why he was throwing his fits in the first place. Often, we had to play the guessing game, the elimination game and we had gotten really good with inferences and assumptions by the end of it.

The golden lesson we learnt when he was first diagnosed and when he started his therapy was that we weren’t supposed to pay attention to the tantrums and better still, we completely ignored it. You can imagine Raiyan’s screams practically filled the house non-stop for the first two weeks or so when we employed this new trick. Alhamdulillah after persevering through, his tantrums indeed lessened within time as Raiyan soon realized that he wasn’t getting any reaction out of them. I guess it must have been strange for others to see when we did this in public since it is a natural instinct for parents to talk and console their child to try and make them feel better. As careless and evil as we looked, our faith in the technique grew more and more within time as Raiyan was seen to gradually move away from the excruciatingly loud screams to now a barely heard inside sob accompanied by whines and moans specifically telling us what it is he wants.

He’s been tantrum free for quite a while now that I think we’ve started to take it for granted. So it was a proud moment for Jeff yesterday when he was negotiating with Raiyan about something with another autism parent watching. It was during the social skills group session and Raiyan was instead too busy playing with his dinasours. This was clearly contrary to the purpose of the session so Jeff instructed Raiyan to put the dinasours away – an added challenge was the fact that he was already halfway playing with them (children with autism finds it really hard to suddenly stop something they are in the midst of doing and to shift to another activitiy. That’s why countdowns and advance warnings are very helpful for them). The other parent observed the whole time Jeff was telling Raiyan to pack up his dinasours which Raiyan eventually reluctantly complied with but not without his typical “pathetic” (as Jo and I call it! Hehe!) whines and sobs. And she straight after told Jeff of how impressed she was with Raiyan not really put ting up a protest and how there wasn’t a single shout or scream heard. Even in school, Jo often tells me how a number of teachers found it so hard to believe that Raiyan is the same boy from last year that they remember to be the one rolling around on the library floor screaming just because he couldn’t get to read his animals book.

I am so grateful for all this positive feedback not only because it reminds me of how much he has achieved as I admit, it’s quite easy to take for granted and and to actually think that he has always been like this! It’s also a wonderful thing because we are proving to others that it is possible for tantrums to be substantially reduced or even stopped. I can’t be sure if it was down to the consistent technique that we practiced or if it’s just due to Raiyan being generally obedient in nature. Nonetheless, I am so grateful and proud when I watch old home videos and clearly see what a “far cry” those chaotic tantrum moments were where we had no choice but to just give in to his needs, however irrational and inconvenient they were.