I just don't understand why it is so difficult for me to update this blog more frequently. Sometimes I aspire to write a post much like how I used to write them a long time ago - a post that specifically focuses on one topic but of course with much depth. But I think I soon realised that I have to concede to such dreams as:
1. Raiyan's progress lately has not been as much of a big leap compared to how it was like before so there is not much to write in one post about one particular progress. For example, I can't exactly write a whole long post about him now being able to acquire new words for emotions in one week. I mean I could but...
2. Okay it's more due to my own fault in not really taking the time out and being more introspective into it all. What else can I say but it's hard! Now that Alisha has started playschool, she is talking more and she fights for my attention as much as Raiyan. And don't even start on Addin! The boy is constantly jumping and leaping and rolling about literally just to get my attention!
Suffice to say, I have abandoned my need to maintain a certain quality in my writing if it means I can be more frequent with my simple but informative updates about Raiyan's progress! THIS ironically coming at a time when Raiyan's grandmother (and my mother) had just recently won the prestigious South East Asian Writer's Award for Brunei Darussalam! I apologise in advance to my mother in the slight decrease in "thought" placed behind my writing but at this point, I really have to place more emphasis on specifically Raiyan's progress rather than the "pretty" way I write about it.
I don't even know why I felt the need to let you all know about this but I feel better that I have. Plus at least now there is a new post! Hahah!
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